my parents are very strange.

my parents are very strange.

first i was grounded and haven't been able to use my computer or the internet. only for school work. and i haven't been allowed to hang out with roy. i spent alot of time with my new kitten instead.

then my kitten scratched my sister and when i laughed at her for acting too much, she pushed my computer off my desk and broke it. i was so upset that i stayed in my room. for the first time i can remember she was grounded and my father yelled at her and called her selfish.

my father bought me a new imac and told my sister if she ruined anything else he would take all her things away. he told me to invite roy over for dinner so i could show him my new computer.

my mother cried.

empty...

... i seem to be missing

i haven't been inspired to write lately...

... roy asks what's wrong, his mom asks what's wrong, my family doesn't

i don't fit with my own flesh and blood....

... they don't make me feel wanted

my own sister tells me she hates me...

... my parents only talk to me when i am in trouble

my best friend and his mother are more like my family....

....i am very sad today

this is me and roy when we were little

sick and suspended

hi, you are probably wondering where I have been. first I had the flu... I got it from roy. then I have been grounded again. this time for real. no t.v., not that I watch it, no internet, no playing with roy. we were assigned a science project at school. we were told we had to build a working model of something. i built a working guillotine, with a blade and all.

my teacher was horrified when she saw it was real. it's not like it was life size or anything. i was suspended for a week and my parent were called into the office. they got in more trouble than i did because they should have been supervising me. i am not suspended any more but am still grounded till sunday, but am using the internet in the library at school.

next time they should be more specific.

lv